Author: Lulu Lee

I'm Lulu an amateur gardener, cook, crafts person and lifelong learner.
From Family Stories to Fiction: Reimagining Mami Wata in the Tidewalker Series
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From Family Stories to Fiction: Reimagining Mami Wata in the Tidewalker Series

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One of the most rewarding parts of writing the Tidewalker series has been discovering how deeply stories, family history, and culture are connected.

As I continue working on Book Two, I have found myself returning to the stories I heard as a child about Mami Wata. Long before I began writing fiction, I remember listening to my aunt share tales about this mysterious water spirit. Like many stories passed down through generations, there was often an element of fear woven into them. Mami Wata was powerful, beautiful, unpredictable, and not always understood. Some stories portrayed her as a blessing, while others warned that she could bring misfortune.

One story in particular stayed with me for years. My aunt believed that Mami Wata had somehow cursed our family line. Whether she meant this literally or symbolically, I cannot say. What I do know is that many families carry stories like these—stories that attempt to explain hardship, loss, unusual gifts, or events that seem larger than life.

As an adult and as a writer, I have begun to view these stories differently.

Rather than seeing a curse, I find myself asking another question:

What if it was a calling?

That question became one of the inspirations behind the Tidewalker series.

The Real Mami Wata

Mami Wata is one of the most well-known spiritual figures throughout West and Central Africa. Her name is often translated as “Mother Water,” and stories about her can be found across many cultures and countries. She is often depicted as a beautiful woman connected to rivers, oceans, wealth, healing, fertility, and spiritual power.

Like many ancient figures, Mami Wata is complex. She can represent both danger and blessing, temptation and transformation. Depending on the region and storyteller, her role changes. Some people view her as a protector. Others see her as a warning. Many traditions portray her as a bridge between the physical and spiritual worlds.

What fascinates me most is that Mami Wata is rarely simple. She exists in the space between certainty and mystery.

From Curse to Prophecy

As I developed the world of the Tidewalkers, I found myself moving away from the idea of a cursed bloodline.

Instead, I began imagining a family chosen for a purpose they did not fully understand.

In the story, N’Poreh’s family line is tied to an ancient prophecy that has been forgotten by most of the world. What many people interpret as misfortune, strangeness, or bad luck is actually the weight of a responsibility carried across generations.

The family is not being punished.

They are being prepared.

This shift changed everything for me.

A curse suggests hopelessness.

A prophecy suggests purpose.

A curse traps people in the past.

A prophecy calls them toward the future.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized this idea reflected something I have seen in real life. Families often inherit stories about what is wrong with them. We inherit narratives about failure, trauma, loss, or limitations. Yet sometimes those same experiences are preparing us to become something greater than we imagined.

A Personal Connection

While researching my own family history, I found myself thinking about my grandmother, M’Balu Sankoh, who was born in the Maforki region of Sierra Leone. I have spent time exploring the history of the area, learning about the Temne people, and tracing fragments of stories passed down through my family.

Like many people researching their ancestry, I have discovered that records often leave gaps. Names are forgotten. Villages change. Stories become fragmented over time.

Yet the stories remain.

Perhaps that is why storytelling matters so much.

Stories preserve what records cannot.

They carry memories, values, fears, hopes, and dreams across generations.

In many ways, the Tidewalker series has become my way of honoring those stories while imagining what might have been hidden between the lines.

Looking Ahead

As I continue writing Book Two, I am excited to explore the deeper connection between N’Poreh, Mami Wata, and the prophecy that binds both worlds together.

The story is becoming less about good versus evil and more about identity, destiny, sacrifice, and unity.

What if the things we fear most about our family history are not curses at all?

What if they are invitations?

What if the stories passed down through generations are not warnings about who we are destined to become—but reminders of who we have always been?

That question continues to guide me as I write.

And perhaps it is the question at the heart of the Tidewalker series itself.

Author’s Note

The Tidewalker series is inspired by West African folklore, family stories, and my ongoing exploration of Sierra Leonean history and culture. While the story is fictional, many of its themes—identity, belonging, ancestry, and healing—are deeply personal. As I continue researching my family’s roots and writing Book Two, I find myself increasingly grateful for the storytellers who came before me and preserved pieces of history that might otherwise have been lost.

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Garden Update: Some Wins, Some Lessons

This week in the garden has been a mix of encouragement and frustration. Some of my plants are thriving while others are clearly struggling, and honestly, I think the strange weather has a lot to do with it.

My spinach and okra have not been doing well at all. The spinach started bolting and looking stressed almost overnight, and the okra just seems unhappy no matter what I try. Between the random temperature swings, heavy rain, cooler nights, and sudden heat, I think the plants are having a hard time adjusting. Gardening really teaches patience because sometimes you can do everything “right” and nature still has other plans.

Thankfully, not everything is struggling. The potatoes are making steady progress and the corn is finally starting to look strong and established. My tomatoes are filling out nicely, the peppers are slowly taking off, and the peanuts are doing much better than I expected. Seeing those little wins helps balance out the disappointment of losing or struggling with other crops.

One thing I’m learning this season is that every garden tells a story. Some plants thrive in certain conditions while others refuse to cooperate. Instead of looking at setbacks as failures, I’m trying to see them as lessons for the next season. I may end up restarting the okra in a different area with more heat, and I’ll probably wait until cooler temperatures return before trying another round of spinach.

Even with the challenges, I still enjoy walking through the garden every morning. There’s something peaceful about watching things grow slowly over time. Progress may not always look perfect, but progress is still progress.

What’s growing well in your garden right now?

Chocolate Chip Banana Bread and Quiet Morning Memories
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Chocolate Chip Banana Bread and Quiet Morning Memories

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Some cravings come out of nowhere. This morning, I woke up thinking about chocolate chip banana bread. Not just the taste of it, but the feeling attached to it. The warmth of it. The comfort. The kind of recipe that somehow carries memories inside of it.

That thought immediately made me think about my mom.

She was not a big baker, but banana bread was one of the things she made so well. Hers always had nuts in it, and it was honestly hard to stop eating once it came out of the oven. The smell alone could fill the entire house. Over the years, I tried to recreate that recipe, but one of my children has a tree nut allergy, so I had to make changes. Eventually, chocolate chips became the replacement, and somehow it turned into its own tradition. Different from my mother’s version, but still connected to her in a way that matters.

Today happens to be junk food night in our house, so I decided to lean into the craving and make a loaf for breakfast. Nothing fancy. Just comfort food made from what I already had sitting in the kitchen.

I used:

  • 6 very overripe bananas
  • 2 cups of flour
  • 3/4 cup of sugar
  • 1/2 cup of extra virgin olive oil
  • 1/2 cup of semisweet chocolate chips
  • 1 1/2 teaspoons of baking soda
  • 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract
  • A dash of cinnamon
  • A dash of cloves

I also meant to add a teaspoon of salt, but completely forgot. Honestly, that happens sometimes when you cook from memory instead of from a recipe card. I figured I could always spread a little salted butter onto a warm slice and call it even.

The bread came out soft, sweet, and full of chocolate in every bite. Exactly what I wanted.

Right now, I’m sitting here with a warm slice and a cup of coffee while the rest of the house is still asleep. The kitchen is quiet. The sun is barely up. And for a moment, life feels still in the best possible way.

Sometimes healing looks complicated. Sometimes it looks like rebuilding traditions in ways that fit your current life. And sometimes it looks like standing in your kitchen early in the morning, making banana bread that reminds you of where you came from while creating something new for the people you love now.

There is something beautiful about recipes evolving through generations. A little bit of memory. A little bit of adaptation. A little bit of love in every version.

Marine Corps Historic Half: Progress Over Perfection
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Marine Corps Historic Half: Progress Over Perfection

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There’s something humbling about lining up at the starting line of the Marine Corps Historic Half knowing that the weather may test you just as much as the distance itself.

This year’s race was warmer than expected, and I knew early on that trying to force the pace I originally planned for would have probably ended badly. Instead of fighting my body, I listened to it. I adjusted my pace, focused on consistency, and reminded myself that endurance is just as much mental as it is physical.

And honestly? That decision paid off.

I finished the race more than 10 minutes faster than I did last year.

That improvement means a lot to me because it wasn’t about suddenly becoming an elite runner overnight. It came from months of small decisions:

  • showing up even when I was tired,
  • training after long shifts,
  • learning how to recover properly,
  • and being willing to adapt instead of quitting.

Two things that genuinely helped me this training season were Strava and Runna. Strava helped me stay accountable and track my progress over time, while Runna gave me more structure and helped me train with intention instead of just running aimlessly.

One of the biggest lessons I’m learning as a runner is that every race day requires flexibility. You can train for months, but weather, stress, sleep, nutrition, and life itself will still influence performance. The goal is not perfection. The goal is learning how to adapt without giving up.

Some miles felt strong.
Some miles felt long.
Some hills still humbled me.

But I kept going.

Crossing that finish line reminded me how important it is to celebrate progress, even when the journey doesn’t look flawless. Last year’s version of me would be proud of how far I’ve come physically and mentally.

Running has become more than exercise for me. It has become proof that growth happens slowly, quietly, and often long before anyone else can see it.

And this race reminded me that I’m stronger than I think.

What Helped Me Most This Training Cycle

  • Structured training plans
  • Slowing down on recovery days
  • Adjusting for weather conditions
  • Staying consistent instead of chasing perfection
  • Listening to my body instead of my ego
  • Fueling and hydrating better before long runs
  • Remembering that progress is still progress, even if the run doesn’t feel “perfect”

Final Thoughts

If you’re training for a race right now, especially as a beginner or someone returning to running, give yourself grace.

Every mile counts.
Every slow run counts.
Every decision to keep showing up counts.

You do not have to run perfectly to grow.

And sometimes the biggest victory is simply becoming stronger than you were the year before.

Almost Hits: Beet Pulp Vegan Brownies & Learning to Cook Differently
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Almost Hits: Beet Pulp Vegan Brownies & Learning to Cook Differently

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There’s something oddly satisfying about making a recipe completely from scratch — especially when it starts with ingredients that most people would probably throw away.

Recently, I decided to experiment with a healthier vegan brownie recipe using homemade almond flour, homemade almond milk, and the leftover beet grounds from a batch of homemade fruit punch. I’ve been trying to find more ways to naturally incorporate iron-rich foods into our family’s meals without making every meal feel overly “healthy,” and honestly… this recipe landed somewhere between an almost hit and a full success.

The brownies came out soft, delicate, and more cake-like than fudgy. Considering I was working with homemade ingredients that tend to behave differently than store-bought versions, I was actually pretty happy with the outcome. I used homemade almond flour, applesauce, flaxseed meal as an egg substitute, cocoa powder, vanilla, sugar, and chocolate chips on top before baking everything at 350 degrees for about 45 minutes.

And surprisingly? It worked.

Now, did everyone in the family immediately fall in love with them? Not exactly.

Some people enjoyed them, while others were a little skeptical — which is fair. When people are used to rich, ultra-sugary brownies, healthier versions can feel a little different at first. But that’s part of this journey for me. I’m learning that healthier cooking doesn’t have to be perfect to still be worthwhile.

Sometimes the goal isn’t to recreate traditional comfort food exactly as we remember it. Sometimes the goal is simply finding better ways to nourish ourselves while still enjoying the process.

What I loved most about this recipe was the intention behind it:

  • Using beet grounds instead of creating food waste
  • Making homemade almond flour instead of relying on heavily processed ingredients
  • Using flaxseed instead of eggs
  • Finding simple ways to increase iron-rich foods in our daily meals

It reminded me that not every recipe has to be a viral masterpiece to be meaningful. Some recipes are stepping stones. Some are experiments. Some are “almost there.” And honestly, I think there’s value in sharing those too.

Because real cooking — especially when you’re trying to feed your family healthier meals on a budget — is a lot of trial, error, adjusting, and trying again.

I’ll probably tweak this recipe next time by adding a little more healthy fat for richness and maybe reducing the bake time slightly for a softer center. But overall? I’d still call this one a win.

Not every healthy recipe has to fool people into thinking it’s unhealthy to be worth making.

And maybe that’s what this new series is really about:
celebrating the almost hits too.

The Complexity of Mother’s Day
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The Complexity of Mother’s Day

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Mother’s Day is a layered day for millions of women.

In one breath, we are overjoyed to celebrate the bond we share with our children. We hold them close, laugh with them, and feel gratitude for the opportunity to love them in ways we may not have been loved ourselves. But in the next breath, many of us are grieving. Not necessarily because our mothers are gone, but because of the painful realization that we never truly experienced the kind of mothering we needed.

There is a particular kind of grief that comes from watching someone give to others what they could never seem to give to you.

Sometimes I look back at the way my mother treated my siblings and wonder if she truly saw me as her child at all. I witnessed her capacity for love, tenderness, and compassion. I saw her celebrate others, support others, and show up emotionally for others. That is what made it hurt even more. It wasn’t that she lacked the ability to love. It was realizing that, somehow, that love rarely reached me.

For a long time, I questioned myself because of it. Children naturally assume that love is earned. So when it is withheld, inconsistent, or conditional, many of us grow up believing we must have done something wrong. We spend years trying to become more lovable, more agreeable, more accomplished, more useful — hoping that eventually we will receive the softness we have been craving all along.

But some wounds do not come from loud abuse. Some come quietly through emotional absence, comparison, neglect, favoritism, or simply never feeling chosen.

Mother’s Day can reopen those wounds.

It can be painful to scroll through celebration after celebration while carrying the silent grief of never feeling protected, nurtured, or emotionally safe. Society often speaks about motherhood as though it is automatically loving, but many people are learning that giving birth and providing emotional care are not always the same thing.

And yet, despite all of this, many wounded daughters grow up to become incredibly loving mothers themselves.

There is something both heartbreaking and beautiful about learning to give your children the love you once begged for. Many mothers are actively breaking cycles while simultaneously grieving the childhoods they never had. That emotional contradiction is exhausting. It is possible to deeply love your children while mourning the fact that no one loved you in that same way.

Both things can exist at once.

For those carrying complicated feelings this Mother’s Day, you are not alone. Your grief does not make you ungrateful, bitter, or broken. It makes you human. Healing often begins when we finally allow ourselves to acknowledge what we lost instead of pretending it never mattered.

And maybe that is where the real healing begins:
Not in forcing ourselves to celebrate what hurt us,
but in becoming the kind of love we deserved all along.

Running Toward 65: Taking Control of My Health
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Running Toward 65: Taking Control of My Health

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This Isn’t Just About Running

I got into running before the age of 10, and for a long time, it was just a part of who I was. Over the years, I stepped away from it more than once—sometimes because of injuries, and other times because life, especially motherhood, demanded more of me. Running slowly became something I used to do… instead of something I returned to. But as my children got older, I started to feel this quiet pull. Like something in me was asking me to come back to it. To lace up my shoes again. To reconnect with what once felt natural.

I was never the fastest runner, and honestly, that was never the point. I ran because it was something I could control.
Because it gave me space. Because, for a little while, the focus could just be on me and what I needed. Then everything shifted.

Two years ago, my mother passed away from a preventable medical condition at the age of 65. That loss changed how I look at my health—and my future. What made it even harder to ignore was the pattern. My maternal grandmother also passed away at 65. She was the youngest in her generation. Just like my mother. And just like me. That realization stayed with me. And I knew I didn’t want that to be my story.

I want to outlive them both. I want something different. And the only way that happens is by taking control of my health. So, at the end of 2025, I made the decision to start running again—consistently this time. Around Christmas, the idea came to me:

65 half marathons.

Not all at once, and not rushed, but over time and with intention, I plan to run at least two half marathons a year—knowing realistically I may need to average closer to three to reach my goal of 65 before my 65th birthday. This journey isn’t about running for the sake of running; it’s about making a decision and understanding that it will be challenging at times. I’m choosing to share this because I want to encourage anyone who finds themselves thinking about their mortality or facing health challenges. Life will always bring obstacles, but when we learn to look at them through a different lens, those same challenges can lead us to something meaningful—maybe even something joyful

Just Showing Up

These days, my routine is pretty simple. I follow my training plan on Runna, I lace up my shoes, and I go. Some days feel strong.
Some days feel slow. Some days, I don’t feel like going at all. And on those days, I’ve learned something important. I don’t have to be perfect. I just have to show up. And when my body needs rest? I take it. Because I’m not trying to burn out or get injured trying to prove something. I’m trying to build something that lasts.

Changing the Direction

At some point, this stopped being about “just getting in shape.” It became something deeper. Health doesn’t just happen. It’s built on the small decisions. In the habits we keep. In the moments we choose to show up—even when we don’t feel like it. Running has become one of those habits. Not because it’s always easy. But because it creates space—for clarity, for strength, and for something that feels like peace.

Finding Something I Didn’t Expect

I didn’t expect to enjoy this. That’s probably the most surprising part. Running has given me a kind of stillness I didn’t know I needed. There’s something about being out there, moving forward—even when things feel heavy—that shifts something mentally. It clears space. And in that space, I’ve found something that feels a lot like joy. Another part of this journey that I didn’t expect was the sense of community. I joined two local running groups, and through them, I’ve met some really great people—people who understand the effort it takes just to show up. On the days when my motivation is low, that sense of community makes a difference. It helps keep me accountable. It reminds me that I’m not doing this alone. And that’s something I’m truly grateful for.

Thinking About the Future

I’m in my early 40s now. And I think about the future a little differently. I’m not just thinking about getting through the day or the week. I’m thinking about being here long enough—and healthy enough—to really live. To show up for my children.
To be present in their lives. And maybe one day, to meet my grandchildren. That matters to me.

Learning to Listen

One thing running is teaching me is how to listen to my body. Don’t ignore pain. I learned that the hard way and was sidelined for several years. Running is going to hurt, and it is good to know which pain to take seriously and which one to listen to. Don’t push past everything; sometimes rest is exactly what you need. Because rest is part of the work, too, learning this concept has helped my running so much more than before. And choosing not to get injured? That’s part of the discipline.

The Story I’m Writing Now

This isn’t about being the fastest runner. Or having the perfect training schedule. Or doing everything right. This is about showing up for myself in a way I didn’t before, about choosing health. About choosing longevity. About choosing something different. One run at a time. I have tried out different running apps over the years to help create a safe and realistic training schedule. I downloaded the Runna app in May of 2025, and I used it to train for the Blue and Gray Half Marathon in December 2025. I felt strong and ready for that. Sticking with the running schedule my team of trainers created really helped me feel strong and confident to complete that race.

Let’s Talk

If you’ve been thinking about taking control of your health…Start where you are. Start small- by either getting a gym membership, joining local fitness clubs in your area, and setting small goals that can be expanded as you grow on your health journey. It is not about perfection; it is about taking control of your health and learning about what works for you. Running works for me because it allows me to be out in nature. You don’t need perfect timing or perfect conditions; there will never be a perfect time or season to take charge of your life and health. If you decide to start today, then go for it.

Red Flags vs Green Flags: Why Some Signs Are Easy to Miss
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Red Flags vs Green Flags: Why Some Signs Are Easy to Miss

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This post is not like my typical posts and I appreciate you taking the time to read and maybe share it. In the wake of so many recent domestic violence cases coming up in the news I felt inclined to share some of the early warning signs that both men and women miss in relationships. We live in a fast paced society and sometimes that paired with traumatic/toxic childhoods, it can be hard to see what is healthy and is not healthy in romantic relationships.

Sometimes, the difference between healthy and unhealthy love isn’t obvious. Not because the signs aren’t there—but because of what many people were taught to accept early in life. The way someone experiences love growing up can shape what feels normal later on. If love felt inconsistent, conditional, or emotionally unsafe, those patterns can quietly become familiar. And familiarity can feel a lot like connection.

When Red Flags Feel Normal

For many people, certain behaviors don’t immediately stand out as unhealthy—especially if they’ve seen or experienced them before. Let’s take a closer look.

1. Lack of Respect:

Being dismissed, talked down to, or made to feel “too sensitive” can become easy to overlook when respect wasn’t consistently modeled.

Green flag: Feeling heard, valued, and taken seriously.

2. Poor Communication:

Silence, avoidance, or conversations that turn into blame can feel familiar—but they often leave people feeling unheard.

Green flag: Open, honest conversations where both people feel safe expressing themselves.

3. Control Disguised as Care:

Guilt, pressure, or subtle manipulation can sometimes be mistaken for love or concern.

Green flag: Support that allows space, independence, and personal growth.

4. Disrespecting Boundaries:

Feeling guilty for saying no—or being pushed past personal limits—is a sign that boundaries aren’t being honored.

Green flag: Boundaries are respected without pressure, guilt, or punishment.

5. Hot and Cold Behavior:

Inconsistency can feel intense, but it often creates confusion and anxiety over time.

Green flag: Consistency, reliability, and emotional steadiness.

6. Self-Centered Dynamics:

When everything revolves around one person’s needs, the relationship can start to feel one-sided.

Green flag: Mutual care, empathy, and shared emotional space.

What Makes This So Hard

For people who learned to adapt, people-please, or keep the peace, these patterns don’t always stand out right away. They can feel familiar. Predictable. Even comfortable in a way that’s hard to explain. But familiar doesn’t always mean healthy.

Choosing Something Different

Learning to recognize these patterns is not about blaming the past—it’s about creating awareness in the present. Healthy relationships may feel different at first. Quieter. Steadier. Less overwhelming. But that difference often means something important is finally present. The bottom line is that a healthy relationship should feel like a place to land. Not a place to constantly question, prove and or recover from.

A Gentle Check-In

If this resonated, take a moment to reflect:

  • Which patterns have felt familiar in past relationships?
  • Which green flags feel unfamiliar—but important?
  • What would it look like to choose peace, even if it feels new?

You don’t have to figure everything out today.

But awareness is a powerful place to start.

Let’s Talk

If you feel comfortable, share your thoughts in the comments:

  • Which red flag do you think people overlook the most?
  • Or which green flag changed your perspective on love?

Your voice might help someone else see things more clearly.

Thank you for your continued support and visits.

-Lulu

Are We Each Our Own Universe? Why It’s So Hard to Be Fully Understood
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Are We Each Our Own Universe? Why It’s So Hard to Be Fully Understood

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There’s a thought that’s been sitting with me lately:

What if each human being is their own universe?

Not in a literal sense—but in the way we experience the world.

Each of us carries our own history, our own rules, our own way of making meaning out of what happens to us. No two people walk through life with the exact same lens. Even when we share space, share love, share experiences—we are still interpreting it all differently.

And maybe…that’s why it can feel so hard to be fully understood.

We Are All Living in Different “Worlds”

Think about it for a moment.

Everything you believe about yourself—your worth, your safety, your place in the world—was shaped over time. Through childhood. Through relationships. Through moments that stayed with you longer than you expected.

Those experiences didn’t just happen and disappear.

They became the rules of your inner world.

For some, the world feels safe and predictable.

For others, especially those carrying deep emotional wounds or experiences like Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, the internal world may operate very differently—where trust feels risky, love feels uncertain, and safety doesn’t come easily.

Same world. Different realities.

Why Words Don’t Always Land the Way We Mean Them

We rely on language to connect, but language has limits.

You might say, “I feel hurt,” and mean something layered, deep, and rooted in years of experience.

Someone else might hear that and think of a passing moment—something small, something temporary.

The words are the same, but the meaning isn’t.

Because when we speak, we’re expressing something from our universe—and when someone listens, they’re interpreting it through theirs.

The Gap Between Being Heard and Being Understood

There’s a difference between someone hearing you and someone truly understanding you.

You can explain yourself clearly.
You can be open, vulnerable, and honest.

And still feel…missed.

Not because the other person doesn’t care—but because they don’t have the same internal reference points. They haven’t lived your exact experiences. They don’t carry your exact meanings.

And there are parts of you that simply cannot be translated perfectly into words.

So What Does Real Understanding Look Like?

Maybe it’s not about someone saying,
“I know exactly how you feel.”

Maybe it’s quieter than that.

Maybe it sounds like:
“I may not fully understand, but I’m here.”
“Help me see it the way you do.”
“I believe you.”

Real understanding isn’t perfect. It’s intentional.

It’s someone choosing to step closer to your world, even if they can’t fully live in it.

A Shift in Expectation

What if the goal isn’t to be completely understood?

What if the goal is to be seen—honestly, gently, and without dismissal?

To be understood enough that you don’t feel alone in your experience.

And to offer that same grace to others—recognizing that they, too, are navigating a world shaped by things we may never fully see.

Final Thought

If we are each our own universe, then connection isn’t about becoming the same.

It’s about learning how to visit each other’s worlds with care.

And maybe that’s where healing begins

 Simple Tofu Curry with Potatoes (Cooked by Instinct, Not Perfection)
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 Simple Tofu Curry with Potatoes (Cooked by Instinct, Not Perfection)

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Some of the best meals don’t come from measuring cups—they come from instinct.

Today, I made a simple tofu curry with potatoes, using what I had in my kitchen and seasoning as I went. It’s one of those meals that doesn’t require perfection, just a little patience and a willingness to trust your taste.

Cooking Without Measuring

I’ll be honest—I rarely measure my seasonings.

I cook based on how things smell, how they look, and how they taste along the way. This dish was no different. Every step was about adjusting, tasting, and letting the flavors come together naturally.

Ingredients

1 block extra firm tofu (thawed, drained, and diced) 1 red onion (thinly sliced) Several sweet peppers About 6 spring onions 2 stalks celery (diced) 3 medium white potatoes (diced)

Seasoning & Base:

Vegan butter (used for browning tofu) 1 small can tomato sauce 1 can coconut milk 1–2 tbsp Jamaican curry powder 1 tsp turmeric Black pepper, salt, and vegan bouillon (to taste) ~1.5 cups water

How I Made It

1. Brown the tofu

I started by browning the tofu in vegan butter until it developed a nice color, then set it aside.

2. Build the base

In the same pan, I sautéed the sliced red onions until they softened. Then I added the sweet peppers, spring onions, and celery, letting everything cook together for a few minutes.

3. Add the seasoning

Next came the curry powder, turmeric, and the rest of my seasonings. I stirred everything together and let it cook for a few more minutes to deepen the flavor.

4. Bring it all together

I added:

coconut milk tomato sauce diced potatoes browned tofu about 1.5 cups of water

Then I lowered the heat and let everything simmer.

5. Let it simmer

I let the curry cook for about 45 minutes, checking it occasionally for:

flavor consistency

This is where cooking by instinct really comes in—adjusting as needed.

How I Served It

I had mine with a small bowl of rice, while my youngest enjoyed theirs just as it was.

That’s the beauty of this dish—it works either way.

Final Thoughts

This was one of those simple dinners that came together without stress.

It was:

filling flavorful and easy to make

And honestly, those are the meals I find myself coming back to the most.